FEARLESS...

Today we went to the park with friends. Beckham loves the outdoors and he is so active.  He is very independent and is also completely FEARLESS! 


I get so nervous at times. I am trying really hard to let him be a boy and run wild, but I still catch my self being the cautious mom and completely embarrassing him. All I hear is "Mommy I will be o-tay!" or " Not in front of my friends" so I step back and let him do his thing while my heart is racing and I am a total nervous wreck. 


I have kept him in a bubble for so long. Partly due to his previous medical issues and also due to the fact that he is my baby boy. I am learning as time goes that I need to let him grow up. He is growing up faster than I would like.


 I am trying to teach Beckham the importance of being careful. He tends to want to show off sometimes when he is in front of his friends and when you hear the words "Hey guys watch dis" most of the time it ends in a crash...boom....bang. He smiles and walks away like he is the cool kid on the block and then we go inside and he has to make me kiss his boo-boos. I just love how my kisses can make all his pain go away. It saddens me to think that one day that will not be the case, but until then I am going to enjoy it while I can and give lots of kisses to my fearless little boy.